Guess what? I'm not a robot

You've been acting awful tough lately
Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
But inside, you're just a little baby
It's okay to say you've got a weak spot
You don't always have to be on top
Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not

We are

I can’t do well when I think you’re gonna leave me, but I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now
Can’t you be believing now

Sem.

No
No shapes at all
Nothing real or artificial
No energy or heat
No troughs there are no peaks
No hangover from last night
No shame in first light
No time there will be no change
No colours to rearrange

And I
I get that feeling
When we're apart
I get the teaching that I can't be without you
Without you

No future there is no past
No slow there is no fast
No grace with which to admire
No face there is no desire
No symmetry or peace
No sirens all police
No cameras and no phones
No photographs and no tone

Hey now
Come on
Take my heart in your hands

And I
I get that feeling
When we're apart
I get the teaching that I can't be without you
Without you

Cacau

Ai ai ai

Se você quiser
Eu vou te dar um amor
Desses de cinema
Não vai te faltar carinho
Plano ou assunto
Ao longo do dia...

Se você quiser
Eu largo tudo
Vou pr'o mundo com você
Meu bem
Nessa nossa estrada
Só terá belas praias
E cachoeiras...

Aonde o vento é brisa
Onde não haja quem possa
Com a nossa felicidade
Vamos brindar a vida meu bem
Aonde o vento é brisa
E o céu claro de estrelas
O que a gente precisa
É tomar um banho de chuva
Um banho de chuva...

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Com os outros posso eu tão bem. Só me dão mais motivos para cantar.

Aquilo que tenho guardo para sempre, aquilo que largo, largo porque quero.

Diz, digam, faz, façam. Eu continuo a assistir ao espectáculo, a olhar em frente mas a pensar naquilo que me faz tranbordar de felicidade. Quando dou por mim o palco já está vazio e eu continuo feliz, a pensar naquilo que tenho comigo e não no que poderia ter.

Dizem que é preciso disto para ver as coisas como realmente são, interpretado isto fui por os meus óculos 3D e transformei-me em Alice e vi o meu país das maravilhas. O meu, e não aquele em que vocês querem acreditar que vivo.

De mim, chego à conclusão, não sabem nada.

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um banho dji chuvaaa um banho djii chuvaaa

Cacau

Ontem foi assim

Não queiras saber de mim
Porque eu estou que não me entendo
Dança tu que eu fico assim
Hoje não me recomendo

Mas tu pões esse vestido
E voas até ao topo
E fumas do meu cigarro
E bebes do meu copo
Mas nem isso faz sentido
Só agrava o meu estado
Quanto mais brilha a tua luz
Mais eu fico apagado

Amanhã eu sei já passa
Mas agora estou assim
Hoje perdi toda a graça
Não queiras saber de mim

Dança tu que eu fico assim
Porque eu estou que não me entendo
Não queiras saber de mim
Hoje não me recomendo

C.

Aconteceu

When somethings dark, let me shed a little light on it
When somethings cold, let me put a little fire on it
If somethings old, I wanna put a bit of shine on it
When somethings gone, I wanna fight to get it back again
When somethings broke, I wanna put a bit of fixin on it
When somethings bored, I wanna put a little exciting on it
If somethings low, I wanna put a little high on it
When somethings lost, I wanna fight to get it back again
When signals cross, I wanna put a little straight on it
If theres no love, I wanna try to love again

I’ll say your prayers, I’ll take your side
I'll find us a way to make light
I'll dig your grave, we'll dance and sing
What's saved could be one last lifetime

yeah yeah yeah yeah, fight to get it back again

.

Shhhiuu, aconteceu.

Carolina

Misguided Ghosts

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try to follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
Run from them, from them
With no conviction
I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles
But now I'm told that this life
And pain is just a simple compromise
Ao we can get what we want out of it

Someone care to classify,
A broken heart and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

So run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not
Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Travelling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles

Je ne t'aime plus mon amour

... e eis uma música que me realmente se enquadra com eu, me, moi, je.
Cover de Robbie Williams da original de Manu Chao. Tão bom, gosto tanto.

Hear me when I come baby..

Queen of the Bongo.

Pink.

Pink it's my new obsession
Pink it's not even a question
Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink 'cause you are so very
Pink it's the color of passion
`Cause today it just goes with the fashion
Pink it was love at first sight, yeah
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
Pink You could be my flamingo, 'cause
Pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It's kink - but you don't ever tell her
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
Pink is my favorite crayon, yeah
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink it's like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight

Aerosmith - Pink

Dedicada à minha M.A.

Porque não sei que é feito dela, nem por onde anda, por isso... pink.

Carolina

Perfusão

Hey, what did you hear me say
you know the difference it makes
what did you hear me say
Yes, I said it's fine before
But I don't think so no more
I said it's fine before
I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
I've changed my mind
So where did you see me go
it's not the right way, you know
where did you see me go
No, it's not that I don't know
I just don't want it to grow
It's not that I don't know
I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
'cause I've been changing my mind
Erase and rewind
Erase and rewind
I´ve changed my mind

The Cardigans - Erase/Rewind

Esta música compreende-me.

P.S.: É só a mim ou esta música é daquelas em que toda a nossa vida ouvimos mas nunca soubemos de quem era... Ah, e que tocava sempre na RFM naquelas viagens compridas com os nossos pais.

Ca ol a

Bem melhor

Tudo correu mal. Adeus.

Espero por ti lá em casa.

Nada mais irá mudar.

Se eu mandar isto não acaba.

Porque é que eu insisto em tê-lo para mim?

Diz-me porque é que a solução para a dor que eu sinto é... bem melhor.

Sei vê-lo nos olhos, eu sei ver.

Carolina

I am (not)

I was sowing my leggings back together.
But not very well
I was, standing by the dashboard, when that plate, it sorta just..fell.
Well sometimes I think that I’m lucky.
And other times, I don’t.
Well most of the time I just think
well I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can't fuck everything else up.
well I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can't fuck everything else up.
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up

I was, making the dinner.
When it sorta just burnt.
I was, walking down the stairs, when I tripped, fell to the bottom, broke my foot and
It really fucking hurt.
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up.
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I d can’t fuck everything else up.
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up.

Well sometimes I think that you hate me.
And other times I think that you think I’m endearing.
Sometimes I just don’t know you at all.
Even though I like to think I was a bit of a know-it-all
Sometimes I just cant work you out
Even though Id like to know what you were about
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up
Well at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up
Well at least I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up

Yeah I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up
Yeah at least I’m lucky I don’t have all the power in the world so I can’t fuck everything else up

Kate Nash - Stitching Leggins

aniloraC

Depois do corte da franja não me calo com o...:

I'mma do the things
That I wanna do
I ain't got a thing
To prove to you
I'll eat my candy
With the pork and beans
Excuse my manners
If I make a scene
I ain't gonna wear
The clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy
With the me inside
One look in the mirror
And I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot
About what you think

Hell yeah, Carolina.

No expression

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take

When people run in circles it's a very, very

Mad world, mad world

Cantaste esta comigo

Carolina, no expression.

Absolutista

It won't help me but I have to ask
Is there something real that's behind the mask?
Something true we don't know about?
A little faith in amongst the doubt

Hoje quero não usar máscaras, hoje quero sentir-me livre, sentir que só eu domino os meus passos e os meus actos, eu escolho, eu decido, eu penso, ninguém vai interferir na conquista do meu objectivo.
Hoje sinto-me absolutista, posso consultarvos e pedir opinião mas a decisão final é minha porque assim o decidi.

All this attitude with no history
All this anger when you're attacking me
Got a lot to learn and you need to know
That your time is up kid, let it go

Maybe someday you will grow
Maybe someday you will know
Maybe someday you will end these tears and go

Carolina, absolutista.

Mais?

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

Ainda nos queixamos do que temos, ou melhor, do que não temos.
Queremos sempre mais, queremos sempre mais.
Raiva ao ver estas imagens, sentir dor e angústia por as vezes me sentir tão injustiçada e irritada por coisas de nada.
Vou parar e olhar à minha volta.
Ainda me queixo?

Let me tell you about hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you about hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you about hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you about hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing about hard work

Carolina

I fly around

Last night, I turned into a fly
I got through your window and I landed in your eye
You were sleeping, you didn't mind
So I flew further down, inside your opened mouth

Down your throat, I tickled around
And then you cough me out, oh yeah, you cough me out
I hid behind the curtains till you fell asleep again
I just hope you understnad, I just wanna be your friend

Out on the street, inside a rubbish bin
Or a garbage can, depends on where you live
Oh, I live nowhere, now I'm a fly
I fly around, I fly around

And you will see me, hanging around
Outside your flat, inside your car, behind the chair
Well, everywhere
I'll be everywhere you are, just to let you know
I've been watching you around
You really oughta know

I fly around, I fly around

Sim, sinto a tua falta. Nota-se assim tanto?

Carolina

It's cool to know nothing

What did you learn today?
I learned nothing
What did you do today?
I did nothing
What did you learn at school?
I didn’t go
Why didn’t you go to school?
I don’t know

Porque às vezes o nada ocupa espaço precioso a que só ele pertence.
Não quero ter mais certezas.

Carolina

If I turn into another

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye,
and ask for forgiveness.
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on me from yesterday.

If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us,
at least we dig each other.

Carolina

Talvez amanhã mude

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today

Não posso prometer que o dia de amanhã seja melhor que o dia de hoje, por maior que seja a minha vontade, em torná-lo não só num dia mas, no dia. Queria ter controlo sobre o futuro (e talvez tenha...), assim ia evitar todos estes momentos menos bons em que me dedico a pensar nos 'e se...' porque os 'e se...' não passam disso mesmo, incertezas, que de momento não preciso.
Preciso de uma brisa de realismo, preciso que me rebentem a bolha invisível que me rodeia.
Mas só hoje...

I'ts always been up to you
Lets turn it around, it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do

Carolina